i spent all day looking for jobs, applying for jobs, updating resumes, writing cover letters....blah blah blah. obviously this is necessary. doesn't mean i have to like it! and here's an FYI - there aren't a lot of fashion design jobs in Oklahoma City! shocked? fortunately, i have an 'in' (thank you TT!) for a great design job here, and i'm just hoping it pans out soon. not necessarily because i'm thrilled about the idea of going back to work full-time...but because uncertainty is so very stressful.
honestly, i wish i could just create things i love and sell them to pay the bills, but i don't know how realistic that is. it's weird - when i was told the company i worked for was closing down, i was kind of excited about the idea of being a 'starving artist' and struggling a bit, living off my art. but now that bills are due? i'm ready to sell-out and get a fat(ish) paycheck again. or ya know...win the lottery! or marry rich. but i think part of the definition of "trophy wife" is skinny and fit, yes? need to work on that!
side note: i'm watching CSI right now, which i don't usually do. why do they find it necessary to have nearly every scene in the dark? it's the middle of the day in the CSI office and they can't even see a photo. and there are no lights in an interrogation room? come on.
well, i suppose this is enough rambling for today. back to sewing tomorrow!
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